so much for keeping in touch

I am sorry ladies that it has been such a long time. I guess the whole blogging to keep in touch thing isn't working out as well as we thought. I must say that I simply forget about my blog except for rare occasions, like now, when I think about it and have time to write.

This past while has been a mixture of weariful and wonderful. School has been, well, school. Some days are fun and stimulating; other days are just long and depraving. One of my teachers I really have a hard time with. It is very hard for me to respect her and love her. I think God is breaking me of my pride. I am realizing that I don't deserve anything. I am human. just human. It is hard for me not to become complacent. I am so used to doing the same thing everyday that I don't see opportunities to work for God. However, there are days when things are different. God is really working in the FCA at my school. I am excited to see what God might do. I also know that within 4 months I am supposed to officially be an alumnus of Fayette Academy. I just want to know what I am supposed to be doing until then.

For two weeks in January, Charles was in South Korea on a mission trip. It was really difficult. It wasn't that I couldn't see him for two weeks, but I couldn't talk to him at all. I had no contact with him for two whole weeks. It was much harder than I thought it would be. I think that is because I didn't realize how important he is to me until he was gone. I now know that Charles William is my best friend. I missed him so much during those two weeks. It was so good to have him home. The first time we saw each other when he got back we went to my school's winter dance. We had so much fun and he looked dashing. It was wonderful. <3

I have decided to attend MTSU and major in Theatre and Business Managment. I believe that is where God wants me to be. I am still waiting for all the money to come in, but I believe that God will provide.