update :)

Once again I have failed to update for over a month..ahh this is much harder than I thought it would be. It is hard for me to think about what has happened over the past month, because my mind is stuck on last night. Last night I broke up with Charles. It was one the hardest things I have had to do. I, in my heart, didn't want to end our relationship. I care about him deeply, and the last thing I wanted to do was hurt him, or myself. But, God had a different plan. He let me know that it is no longer His will for Charles and I to be together, not now anyway. So, I broke up with Charles. It hurts, a lot. Sometimes I don't understand why God does things. That is where faith comes in though. I ask my ladies to pray for me. Charles and I have a long road ahead of us with learning to interact as friends, and no more. I am scared that I will fall back into the relationship because the feelings are still there. I need God's strength to keep a distance. Thank you ladies.

Taking that out of the picture, this past month has been great. I attended something called Crossroads, which is a Fourth Day Weekend, like FaithWalk. It was wonderful. I have never experienced God's love in such a prevelent way. I learned so much and made some good friends. I am so happy to have some people I can hang out with.

As far as school goes, it is fine. I am almost done, which makes me happy and sad all at the same time. I am fully paid for to go to MTSU - praise God! So, college is looking up.

My dad has become a baseball umpire. He looks so spiffy in his uniform, and he is making a little bit of money - another reason to praise God! Thanks to all who have been praying, please continue - he still needs a job.

Hopefully I can see you ladies soon. I hope everything is going well for yall. Love you bunches. :)